I’ve been passing my grumps to everyone lately. I got a msg from steffie today which was really sweet…thanks for getting my back gal (does that even sound right? haha). Sorry i’ve been so grumpy at school….i dunno sometimes it’s just hard. I hate sharing my depression with people cos i think my reasons for it is bloody immature. It is immature cos i know i am damn fortunate yet i still can’t make myself happy. And also, whenever i try to share my thoughts, i always have this nagging feeling that people are going to marginalise how i really feel. (i had a friend who said i was self-pitying by sharing. Sorry this grudge will be held up to my grave). I guess i just got tired of being happy one moment and two times sadder after that. Like how charmaine says she gets damn high in school and that back home it’s like a big plunge from highness haha.
Well but this made my day today 
This is the view i get every evening. You can see the sunset at the back. Would have been nicer if the the bloody HDB in front wasn’t blocking haha.
hey dear! cheerr up kayyy (:
you can share ure probs with us noe? we will NEVER marginalise you sillly!
enjoy ure weekends kay!
hugs(:
IM GLAD MY MSG MADE YOUR DAY!
will send u more msges!!
VEGAS NEXT YEAR! WOOHOO! CANNORT BE EMO HOR! HAHA. kidding.i ll still <3 u even if ure emomomo!
anw, as i said, u can share your problems w us / me! sometimes i bottle things up,and i ll fee so horrid (and yes,i feel the same way too,i dont like bottering pple w my probs). but then after i really feel so damn shit,and i cant take it,i ll let it out to my verygoodclosefriends and then, i ll feel SO much better alr. it makes u feel tt ure loved,and cared by your friends,yanoe? so dont bottle things up ok? its not immature. okie hun? LOVEYOU